Coincidence

Cancer Weekly Horoscope beginning March 30, 2009

Your home environment appears to be a little shaky. Your need to put great detail into everything you do may cause you to miss the overall picture. Don`t vacillate about asking for assistance if you need it. Ferret out information that will hold them responsible.


Your lucky day this week will be Saturday.


I don't want to believe them but...the description are very close to what happen to me at the moment...sign ...i hope a miracle will happen soon....hhmmm

OOyyaaaa...

Oya...tak macho la kalau merajuk2(oops) xP
You tipu laaa ckp buddy...

Kinda lame...but what the heck...



Haha lyric kantoi xP

Well now then Mardy Bum
I've seen your frown
And it's like looking down the barrel of a gun
And it goes off
And out come all these words
Oh there's a very pleasant side to you
A side I much prefer
It's one that laughs and jokes around
Remember cuddles in the kitchen
Yeah, to get things off the ground
And it was up, up and away
Oh, but it's right hard to remember
That on a day like today when you're all argumentative
And you've got the face on

Well now then Mardy Bum
Oh I'm in trouble again, aren't I
I thought as much
Cause you turned over there
Pulling that silent disappointment face
The one that I can't bear

Why can't we, just laugh and joke around
Remember cuddles in the kitchen
Yeah, to get things off the ground
And it was up, up and away
Oh, but it's right hard to remember
That on a day like today when you're all argumentative
And you've got the face on

And yeah I'm sorry I was late
well I missed the train
And then the traffic was a state
And I can't be arsed to carry on in this debate
That reoccurs, oh when you say I don't care
but of course I do, yeah I clearly do!

So laugh and joke around
Remember cuddles in the kitchen
Yeah, to get things off the ground
And it was up, up and away
Oh, but it's right hard to remember
That on a day like today when you're all argumentative
And you've got the face on

Hahaha a cover i made months ago can be put into good use XP

Radiated

Yeah..now my heart felt as if it turn into oblivion. I had never been insulted so badly by another person as tough i'm unworthy of a person and never even been in the awkward situation before. I thank you so much for being honest and it takes courage to do so, i can never say what you said to me to others at least not personal until now which is the learning part for my own true self, thank you. Well i deserve it..i should be more careful and thoughtful of what, when and how to say those thing to you and i should give u SPACES. What I think is that these thing WOULD NOT happen if you communicate to me because i truly misunderstood you I thought you were like playing with me or something because i remember the lie you said you weren't going to dady's birthday party and yet you did(never been on the committing side of a smothering but always been on the receiving side made me unaware), as simple as that, think about it hun and i'm sorry about everything you had been through...give some time and i bet you miss me back xP

The Meeting Place

The Meeting Place by The Last Shadow Puppets:

The colder the night gets,
The further she strays.
And he doesn't like it,
Being this way.
And she tried so hard to steer away from the meeting place,
But her heart had led her there.
She clings to his consciousness,
Wherever he lays.
He struggles to sleep at night and during the day.
He's worried she's waiting in his dreams to drag him back to the meeting place.
His love had left him there.
Where her voice still echoes,
I'm sorry I met you darling,
I'm sorry I met you.
As she turned into the night, all he has was the words,
I'm sorry I met you darling,
I'm sorry I left you.
For weeks they had strolled around,
Playing the fools.
They knew the time would come and time would be cruel
Because it is cruel to everyone
He's crying out from the meeting place
He's stranded himself there

This song is dedicated to you, yes you...you mean @#$%^&!@$
Now i realize i don't deserve an ignorant person like you...

Absence makes the heart grow fonder

Yeah...this week is kinda painful. I shouldn't think too much and let it flow but I just can't help it. The more i ignore it the worsen it got. Its been a long time since i had this feeling. I hope it will end this weekend...i wish. Its kinda funny but the silence make me confuse, it felt like a spear flying straight through my heart, its felt as an insult to me as a person and a human being and make my head came out with bad speculations which i wish to be untrue. Haha you probably going to laugh when you read this you mean twat. I hope things are in contrast to my assumption. Pity me...I miss her

This is a painting of Oya and Aby I made a while ago in an application in FB called Graffiti. I painted it for 5 hour i think and you can playback how i painted it which is awesome! Enjoy :)

Through The Lonely Lane.

This is my first ever poem since my high school days...its not good but its mine! :D

There are things that i read this morning which trigger me to write these...

Please mention any grammatical or phrasing error because i don't write..this is truly out of character behavior...lol



Through The Lonely Lane.

Always on your own,
They came by but only moan,
But there are always angels,
Who lighten the missing jigsaw tangle.

Plastics and trashes are everywhere,
Pollution of mankind that you can bare,
white or dark only you decide,
But nature is the kindest light.

Rolling falling on your own,
With scars and wounds that unlikely depart.
Every leap will make you stronger,
Better, wiser than the numbers,

Step by step taken in moment,
Cold feet, brave feet are alike,
You will arrive if you want to arrive,
It is you the one who drive.

Let there be blog!...haha baru nak start :P

Hello there...yes, this is Dhameer and i would like to share my thought and experience in life in this very little blog page of mine :P. Before I start I would say that I'm not a good writer, i rarely read a book which made me somehow a very stupid person or in another word someone who is lacking in vocabulary and fact :P (even Oya is more intelligent than me)..SO DON'T BE LIKE ME! ;P ...i usually read comic, magazine, your mind, forum, tutorial on the net and that kind of stuff but not the pure book..its not me! (but I'm trying and shameful...lol) and btw, my head is a mess as you can see from this writing of mine.

So...about me, I'm somewhat a kinda like one of the most talented artist in the whole wide WORLD!! WHAHAHAHAha ;P I'm 19 and currently i would say that I'm good at drawing, painting, marker rendering, photoshop, illustrator, flash, web design, 3d modeling, motion graphic, photography..... and shukur, thanks god for providing me these ability, I will try my best and he is the one who can give it or take it away from me anytime from a blink of an eye so I better use it for the goods of mankind! lol


This is a picture when I was 12 years old winning a drawing and coloring contest in Shah Alam Gallery.

Sadly, the thing which I'm currently lacking is creative and original idea...so i don't know when it will appear...maybe i need to start reading some book for some inspiration? or watch some movie or television ads? ...or maybe it will come when there is problem? or some trial and error? ...or maybe at the middle of the night when things are peaceful where lots of weird idea pop up accidentally? I don't now, the only limitation now is time! I wish there would be 48 hours a day so i don't be like burung hantu :P



This is a painting i done for my second semester in UiTM Lendu. There were seventeen pisses actually but its is UiTM's when the works were submitted. I'm claiming those drawing tho.

My aspiration would be to make my own movie or short or even 3d animation short or my own video game ...oh and a masterpiece painting....which gonna be big and bold and give a priceless message! wahhahaha Another thing I would like to master is the art of programming which i had a go with it ages ago(VB)...and currently don't have the time and will to explore it. Imagine how fun would it be to generate art from the math and it will help my multimedia work and give me new realm of freedom and when i reach that state it would be pure orgasm! ;P

Here are some of my motion graphic work, enjoy :) :












Recently i just graduated from the UiTM Lendu for Diploma in Graphic and Digital Media. So this is a picture of my tiny ex-room inside my rumah sewa in Lendu Melaka...missed it :(

1- Me...very handsome and good looking thats me..whahhahahahahahaha but still single.....waiting for the right girl ;)

2- My LCD showing my motion graphic work in Blender

3- Oh...that is my Adobe Software DVD, the software is heavily use for my graphic work

4- My Scottish National Insurance Card for working purpose.

5- Oh that is my spectacle which i rarely wear because it was broke when i slept over it...lol I currently waiting for the new one.

6- 100PLUS to revitalize myself after hours of work! :D

7- My camera USB cable...dah hilang!

8- My folio bag which i always carried when I was in UiTM Lendu and used to cover my head when its raining and also a trademark for Budak AD

So these are the picture i took form UiTM Lendu, a heaven for young(or not so) and developing art and design student...or I would say an ayam tambatan faculti (fakulti lain di ayam-ayam kan...lol) Enjoy :)

The view over there always inspire me.
This is my graphic studio building...groovey aye?

Currently I'm Listening to Mando Diao and Last Shadow Puppet. My guitar skill is I would say novice...i can play and sing most of Arctic Monkeys song tho especially Florescent Adolescent and Certain Romance :P but I still don't have the time to practice new song. The guy at the left side of me is Eddie my class mate, he is a talented double paddle drummer and also a good gutarist. He is a good designer too....damn..

Football would obviously be my favorite sport but nowadays Futsal would be the choice because of the weather and fewer people to gather. I usually play them with my family or my U mates

In the European Football world, I always support Man U but with current life style...I'm kinda like fallen behind with the club...and the bad thing is my brother is a Liverpool supporter!! we always argue, argue, and argue! xP

Well that's all for now, I'm tired, I feel kinda awkward to write this long(wow)...lol ;P

there is always first time in everything :)

to be continue...