I had been reading a blog of this random person and how her life reflect mine and sometime my sweet precious donut(bwhahahahah xD) scarily accurate to the point of delusion. It as if she stalk me. The way it match my situation and condition. They way she wrote, the vocab and the content she wrote as if it was written by donut(bwhahahaha again) herself or maybe they cooperate to screw me? Call me delusion for thinking that because i know its impossible(yeap). Perhaps they are the same type and have the same pattern of thought and same vocab and same kind of crazy deep thinking which produce the same kind of headache and mean bullshit to anyone other than herself and maybe some crazy critical thinker with no life, or maybe they are some kind of guide that teach you how to handle things when you are in their position and help you visualize how the other person are thinking when they are in the position, or maybe it just because they are in love and became retard? or maybe the teenage hormone?
Your mind, it can't stop generating endless possibility and you sometime get that lightning strike when a certain random connection were made. Even though it was just a coincidence and had nothing to do with the previous matter but its there, its exist in you realm and it mean something to you.
Your mind is funny. Its in autopilot all the time and sometime you will think why the hell you are thinking what you are thinking and you will think of the thinking made you think of something you shouldn't think and finally when you sleep you will dream of a thinking that you don't think and its in your thinking(ftw?) :D
I'm blank at the moment everything is all over the place right now
I miss donut...
