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I give up

Addoooii... what is wrong with me??...get...a..gripp dude! its not a game, its for real unfortunately...or is it?? :(

Well, I had enough...she is really not for me :'(

Its my fault actually....i'm blind~~

I had been to Aberdeen back in Scotland actually, maybe this song is about the lass from aberdeen? but in my case this song is for her...i'm sorry, i give up.

and...i will prove you what you are missing out...



She was an alcoholic artist
With too much makeup round her eyes
And I never knew her real name
She was sunbeam wrapped in lies
But I love her and I'm sorry
And that's all there is to say
It's like a fairy from the ancient time
And I hope it,
I hope it stays that way

And when I woke up on your kitchen floor
With a headache made in hell
And the flowers that I gave you
Smiled at me from the window pane
Then I thought I must be crazy
'Cause I'm feeling kind of good
And then when satan helped me up again
It was then I,
It was then I understood

Well I was never meant to be the good boy
I was never meant to go to school
Well it's guys like me who get somewhere
'Cause everybody pity a fool
Now it's payback for the rainy days
Now it's no more me and you
Well I got mine you got yours babe
Now it's payback
Now it's me against the world

Baby, it was the last time I forgave you
Oh, it was the last time I forgave you
Baby, it was the last time I forgave you
Oh, it was the last time I forgave you
Baby, it was the last time I forgave you
Baby, it was the last time I forgave you
Oh, it was the last time I forgave you
Oh, it was the last time I forgave you

I'm tired of "Crying Lightning"

I love that you are playing the game, no doubt you are and i love it and i hate it, i'm tired, i'm bullied and I'm hurt...

Arctic Monkeys latest single from their third album Humbug sum it up...

I'm gonna sue Alex Turner for copying my decades hairdo ;P



Outside the cafe by the cracker factory
You were practicing a magic trick
And my thoughts got rude as you talked and chewed
On the last of your pecan mix

I said your mistaken if your thinking that I haven't been caught cold before
As you bit into your strawberry lace
And then I found your attention in the form of a gobstopper
Is all you had left, and it was going to waste

Your pastimes consisted of the strange,
And twisted and deranged
And I love that little game you have called crying lightning
And how you like to aggravate the ice-cream man on rainy afternoons

The next time that I caught my own reflection it was on its way to meet you
Thinking of excuses to postpone
You never look like yourself from the side
But your profile does not hide the fact you knew I was approaching your throne

With folded arms you walked aside the bench like toothache
Saw them puff your chest out like you'd never lost a war
And though I tried not to talk for the indignity of a reaction
There was not cracks to grasp, or gaps to claw

And your pastimes consisted of the strange,
And twisted and deranged
And I hate that little game you have called crying lightning
And how you like to aggravate the icky man on rainy afternoons.

Uninviting, but none of us impossible as everyone assumes you are
Crying Lightning

Your pastimes consisted of the strange,
And twisted and deranged
I hate that little game you have called
Crying lightning, Crying lightning,Crying lightning, Crying lightning

Your past-times consisted of the strange,
and twisted and deranged,
And I hate that little game you have called, Crying.....

To Nerd! :D

I lost my glasses at Tioman so i get this xP
I'm kinda give up with love because girl are starting to hate me when i say i love them. I'm kinda good with math but i dunno i can't compute the reality that i'm faceing. I'm destined to be a nerd and and live alone and i'm proud of it!

Phlox night out

Last Monday was a blast. It was the first day of the semester so yeah as usual we need to get the timetable at the faculty then we choose our subject and group on-line. The problem was that there were problems on the on-line system which unable us to register our subject yet so I'm kinda blur don't know what to do what to choose yet because there were no menu? So i spend the day walking about and yeah ushaing the junior :D. I also meet my melaka junior and yeah i miss them, I love the vibe when they greet me...hehehehe. I'm kinda the OTAIla konon at the faculty...all of the student there were wearing kemeja and trimmed hair and me the odd one out with my long bagun tido hair and the polo shirt buat macam U sendiri.

At the evening my bro ask me to join him for a night out with Phlox and their friends. I don't know what to expect because i join them only a couple of time but to my amazement kepale kitorang sume masuk and they were very friendly and i'm glad i am secured enough to be my own self. We can't stop making joke of everything and talk about nothing xP.

The girl can't stop teasing me that i look like James Mcavoy, I was like whaaat?? They were not the first one to say that though but was it a compliment or...what? because:


are they talking about Mr Tumnus in the Chronicles of Narnia or....


in Wanted which also starring Angelina Jolie??.... I choose the second one!! yay! sudah dapat Angelina Jolie :D

After we hang out at the mall, one of us decide to go for a karaoke....haha...the girl la...no, noway, we won't wasting times and moneys for that. So in the end the vote goes to the jamming. So yeah, we are in shah alam searching for a place to jam but again, we were unlucky because all of them were unavailable and some were bankrupt? Aiak. So the last plan was to take the guitar from my house and then we went for a picnic, i mean basking?? at the park. Hakim were covering most of Coldplay, Last Shadow Puppet, Mgmt song. My bro cover the Mando Diao song and me hahaha the Arctic. After that the two member of Phlox, Hakim and Shenaz perform their own song infront of four of us. We sang and strum the guitar until 2am kot....it was priceless...in the end we llepak and ate at the Pelita in SS9 before heading our own way.

This Saturday, i'm going for a vanwagon to JB with Phlox to support them plus i haven't went to JB kot....so of course i'm going! :D

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Note: You can order their EP through me.

DedIcated to Angelina Jolie

My last cover before my semester start just for you :)

Crown of Love

They say it fades if you let it,
Love was made to forget it.
I carved your name across my eyelids,
You pray for rain I pray for blindness.

If you still want me, please forgive me,
The crown of love has fallen from me.
If you still want me, please forgive me,
Because the spark is not within me.

I snuffed it out before my mom walked in my bedroom.

The only thing that you keep changin'
Is your name, my love keeps growin'
Still the same, just like a cancer,
And you won't give me a straight answer!

If you still want me, please forgive me,
The crown of love has fallen from me.
If you still want me please forgive me
Because your hands are not upon me.

I shrugged them off before my mom walked in my bedroom.

The pains of love, and they keep growin',
In my heart there's flowers growin'
On the grave of our old love,
Since you gave me a straight answer.

If you still want me, please forgive me,
The crown of love is not upon me
If you still want me, please forgive me,
Cause this crown is not within me.
It's not within me, it's not within me.

You gotta be the one,
You gotta be the way,
Your name is the only word that I can say

You gotta be the one,
You gotta be the way,
Your name is the only word,
The only word that I can say!

Door of confusion

SHUT IT!! I lock you now, ...it brings me bad luck i never wish...

This is a photogram i did in a dark room two and a half years ago back in Melacca

The semester is coming, i should focus and not get emotional.


Maaan, its hurt...but still, I will put my brave face on.

I never risk in these things but then i failed at my first shot. It is not the end of the world though, its a learning process...

...haha -_-' kene reject laaa

i still have myself though....ROLL ON DUDE!!

Dream of a revolution

Yesterday i accidentally pick a book which the content have the things i always want to know. I mean i would call myself JAHIL because...yeah knowledge, you can never get enough of them but still, i want to improve. The book was called 'Falsafah Sains - Pendekatan Kualitatif by Mat Rofa Ismail'. The book contain the whole sum about the philosophy of science from the west, modern and Islam perspective and cover almost the whole history of science. It links and improve my understanding of the philosophy of science. It talks about Darwinism and their dark history of pretentiousness where the hypothesis cause the movement such as Nazism and embrace atheism and such. Secularism, how science and faith are separated from the main stream science after the Galileo period in the Christian world and how it effect our society now. IT TALKS ABOUT OUR THOUGHT. In the end you will realize how beautiful Islam is as it is, a prefect guide from god. The book is such an inspirational that i would definitely use it to write lyrics from.

Hahaha, this is our dream. Me and my bro are planning to start a band. We would definitely focus on the lyric where it will bring positive message and mentality as the like of Travis. The music would be light as the like of Brit pop, soft rock or electro pop? probably with some cultural element? Well, we are far from it...think later ah...

I see music as a medium to spread a beautiful mentality, a way to express and also as a therapy of the mind, a cure. We choose the bright side :)

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Science and quran are always my part of interest:
http://www.quranandscience.com/


Embryology in Quran are so mind boggling and that is just a small part of it.

(the image is from the site)