You know what, i think i understand why you act the way you act. The things that i wished was way too ambitious, almost impossible. How can a lame guy like me who travel with public transport hang out with a girl of your class. I'm just glad that you know how i felt about you though. Yea, i understand the reality that this things between us will never work. We are too different to start with as you said. I wish you the best. I will have another go with you if i became successful one day though -- hahaha -- 'if'.
Until then focus on your study girl, I wont bother you.
:)